I have been trying to get all of the paper work done for the sale of a house and a purchase of a house. It is so hard to have my husband two provinces away when were are supposed to be signing the papers for both transactions together. This means that there are lawyers, notaries and brokers all involved. All of which are trying so hard but are not communicating well with each other.
Now I am on a super short deadline waiting for an approval from a bank for a power of attorney signing. It is all so confusing and it is making me so mad. And so sad.
I miss my husband most at these times. I wish we could do this together. It would still be frustrating but at least we could wind down with a glass of wine together, we could pray together. We could get angry together.
I miss together.
But I can't be with him right now. And I'm stressed out.
So I keep turning to Philippians 4:4 which talks about rejoicing and giving The Lord all your requests. And He will give you peace.
I'm trying.
It's not easy.
I know that He really does have it all under control. Even if it doesn't work out perfectly. But I hope and pray that it does.
So I am trying to be glad too. And not just because it rhymes.
